UNREASONABLE LOVE

If you are existing unconscious of your Self, you are fluctuating between periods of  acting, thinking and feeling unconsciously, instinctively. And phases where you are half-way conscious of your Self and giving yourself reasons, explanations and excuses why you have previously said, done thought or felt this or that - or why you are going to do/say it. This is giving you a sense of security and confidence temporarily making you believe that you did the "right" thing, have acted "rightly", that you are "normal" the way you are etc.
Or you are riddled with an inferiority complex in which case you are constantly busy doubting your Self and you way of being in every possible way.
On the other hand, when you are living in the awareness of God you are no longer feeling the desire to find explanations, reasons and excuses for things you have done, said, felt or been, or that you are about to do. Because you are fully here and now, living filled with trust towards the love which is carrying, surrounding and fulfilling you. Then you are living safe in the love, which suffices itself and has its reasons which the rational mind will not ever come to understand or know.